Sometimes I wonder

Sometimes I wonder what my life would be like if I knew my biological father. Some people may think that this is a little weird that I'm talking about somthing like this but i think it has had a signifigant affect on me . Sometimes I think was he sucessful? A dead-beat? A loser? Would he have loved me? Loved my mother? Which brings me to my next thought , tonight I watched Saving Mr. Banks which had an incredible scene where the mother almost gave up. I started to ball during the movie it reminded me of how much I love my mom and miss her. It made me think of the many times that she could have given up, the many times she sacrificed for me. My mama deserved love true love , not heartache she gave so much of herself that there was/is nothing left. People need to give back to her. People don't realize her self worth and neither does she . So yes sometimes I wonder who my biological father is but my mom was enough parents for both a mother and father . My biological father didn't deserve my mother's love .